Sunday, July 14, 2013

Happy Birthday

To Meisha's Birthmother,
Seven Years ago today you had a baby and for reason unknown to me someone decided she wouldn't be staying with you. This I don't understand or condemn. I wish I could thank you, thankful that you or someone place...d her somewhere safe so she could be found. I wish I could tell you what a wonderful girl she has become. I wonder about you, I wonder if you saw the black and white grainy picture that was placed in the paper seeking the parents of this beautiful child about 6 weeks after you gave birth, did you see it? I wonder do you have that spunky attitude or those auburn streaks in your hair in the sunlight or do you get your feelings hurt easily like she does. I look at her everyday and I wonder am I seeing you through her? I really think so....all these things that make her Meisha didn't come from me they came from you. I have taken great measures to find you so I can tell you these things unfortunately; I cant find you. I wish someday to find you and Thank you in person for bringing this beautiful child in the world I hope you are safe and happy and that somehow you know Qi Jia Te is safe and happy and that she has brought great joy to me.

Happy Birthday Meisha I love you!!!


Friday, July 5, 2013

Conversations with Meisha

Conversations with Meisha:
Scene: Getting ready to go out.
Meisha yelling at me from the other room, "Mom are you going to put on make-up?"
Me: "Yes I guess, you don't want me to go without makeup."
Meisha: "No"
Me: "Why not?, do I look like a sea hag without makeup?"
Meisha: "No you just look like you have been washed up on shore."

Pictures from the beach 2013








Thursday, May 23, 2013

The end of the school is coming soon, my sweet girl loved it but hated getting up. Today I am going to get her early so she can see her travel buddy get 2 new sisters from China, we are very excited.