My Purpose exclaimed to me "Mom you have got to find your inner warrior!"
My sweet Purpose. She is the beat of my heart. One day I hope to find the words to tell her...or maybe I just did.
Sunday, October 13, 2013
Friday, October 4, 2013
Theme for each day of the week!
Monday--Camo or Duck Dynasty
Tues--Super Hero or Nerd
Wednesday--Decade or Hillbilly
Thursday--Cowboy/Cowgirl or Missmatch
Friday--Blue & White or Walk-A-Thon Theme
Will post pictures each day....
Thursday, October 3, 2013
Conversations with Meisha
Conversations with Meisha:
On the way to school this morning we were discussing the planned activities they are having next week...where the kids dress up as different things on different days ... so it went like this.
Meisha: I don't have no idea what I am going to be on animal day.
Me: We will find something don't worry.
Meisha: I can't help it...I would wear that butterfly dress but it makes me look fat!!!
On the way to school this morning we were discussing the planned activities they are having next week...where the kids dress up as different things on different days ... so it went like this.
Meisha: I don't have no idea what I am going to be on animal day.
Me: We will find something don't worry.
Meisha: I can't help it...I would wear that butterfly dress but it makes me look fat!!!
Sunday, July 14, 2013
Happy Birthday
To Meisha's Birthmother,
Seven Years ago today you had a baby and for reason unknown to me someone decided she wouldn't be staying with you. This I don't understand or condemn. I wish I could thank you, thankful that you or someone place...d her somewhere safe so she could be found. I wish I could tell you what a wonderful girl she has become. I wonder about you, I wonder if you saw the black and white grainy picture that was placed in the paper seeking the parents of this beautiful child about 6 weeks after you gave birth, did you see it? I wonder do you have that spunky attitude or those auburn streaks in your hair in the sunlight or do you get your feelings hurt easily like she does. I look at her everyday and I wonder am I seeing you through her? I really think so....all these things that make her Meisha didn't come from me they came from you. I have taken great measures to find you so I can tell you these things unfortunately; I cant find you. I wish someday to find you and Thank you in person for bringing this beautiful child in the world I hope you are safe and happy and that somehow you know Qi Jia Te is safe and happy and that she has brought great joy to me.
Happy Birthday Meisha I love you!!!
Seven Years ago today you had a baby and for reason unknown to me someone decided she wouldn't be staying with you. This I don't understand or condemn. I wish I could thank you, thankful that you or someone place...d her somewhere safe so she could be found. I wish I could tell you what a wonderful girl she has become. I wonder about you, I wonder if you saw the black and white grainy picture that was placed in the paper seeking the parents of this beautiful child about 6 weeks after you gave birth, did you see it? I wonder do you have that spunky attitude or those auburn streaks in your hair in the sunlight or do you get your feelings hurt easily like she does. I look at her everyday and I wonder am I seeing you through her? I really think so....all these things that make her Meisha didn't come from me they came from you. I have taken great measures to find you so I can tell you these things unfortunately; I cant find you. I wish someday to find you and Thank you in person for bringing this beautiful child in the world I hope you are safe and happy and that somehow you know Qi Jia Te is safe and happy and that she has brought great joy to me.
Happy Birthday Meisha I love you!!!
Friday, July 5, 2013
Conversations with Meisha
Conversations with Meisha:
Scene: Getting ready to go out.
Meisha yelling at me from the other room, "Mom are you going to put on make-up?"
Me: "Yes I guess, you don't want me to go without makeup."
Meisha: "No"
Me: "Why not?, do I look like a sea hag without makeup?"
Meisha: "No you just look like you have been washed up on shore."
Scene: Getting ready to go out.
Meisha yelling at me from the other room, "Mom are you going to put on make-up?"
Me: "Yes I guess, you don't want me to go without makeup."
Meisha: "No"
Me: "Why not?, do I look like a sea hag without makeup?"
Meisha: "No you just look like you have been washed up on shore."
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